Monday, July 1, 2024
Wineglass Study
Sunday, June 9, 2024
Time is an issue - or is it me?
This is an approximately 4.5" x 6.5" oil painting on canvas paper. I did it because I had to paint something! Time gets away from you. It flies, it passes, it marches on, etc. It's always moving and I'm trying to get with the sands. (Of time - wink wink).
I would say I'm trying to get back to a younger version of myself, the one who was hanging paintings in exhibits and local art shows. But that's not really true. Time has passed and I'm different. Although I haven't stopped painting entirely, I did an over-ten-year-long zig-zag of learning more about being an illustrator. So, that's what I did. I didn't become an illustrator, I learned. A LOT. Possibly more than I would have if I had simply kept painting. Maybe I'll go back to exhibiting, but my work will be different. Hopefully, better.
Time (life) takes you down so many paths, it's inconceivable. Some of them you choose, some are chosen for you. But if there's something you love - something you just have to do to stay alive - you have to make the time for it. It's all about time management. Figuring out how to put yourself first. I have a habit of putting my art on my daily to-do list and then saving it for last. That hasn't been working out for me.
I haven't even been thinking like an artist for a long while. Shame on me. When I say thinking like an artist, I mean noticing a beautiful object, or the way the light plays on something, and saying to yourself, "that would make a cool painting." I had stopped doing that! But . . . look what I noticed a couple of days ago:
Sunday, May 19, 2024
Wet Paint Face Lift
My blog has looked the same for several years, so I thought it was time to freshen it up.
A couple of weeks ago I was playing around with layout options, and I ended up losing my original! I wasn't actually prepared for that, and was in a mad scramble to get it back. I couldn't find my original Wet Paint artwork anywhere! I put up a couple of place holders for all of 15 minutes each, then in desperation pulled up Procreate and created this one below as a substitute until I had more time.
Wednesday, May 1, 2024
The Symbol of Gratitude
I came across this a couple of years ago - the universal symbol of gratitude, (with a fun background I created in Procreate).
I would like to be able to tell you more about the symbol itself but, alas, could find no good information when I googled it. It is considered a modern symbol which as far as I know could mean it was designed in the last 20 to 200 years. It is believed the spiral goes back to ancient Celtic designs. If anyone finds or knows more information, please share in the comments and I will update this post.
I've kept a journal now for many years. Usually, a spiral bound notebook in which I can write all my deepest, darkest thoughts, and then tear into a million tiny pieces and burn when I'm done, as if I fear someone is going to pull the notebook out of my trash can and have me committed, proof that I shouldn't be out on the street. I insist to you that I am okay to be out on the street. As far as I know.
I used to do a lot of venting on the pages. Woe is me. Why me? Why not me? Poor me. I thought that if I wrote down my complaints, they would stay on the page and not in my head. Well, it didn't work like that. The more I complained about anything, the worse I felt.
So, I started practicing gratitude. At first, I wrote down 10 new things each day for which I was grateful. It didn't take long to start to feel different. Blessed.
I still do some venting. I'm human after all. But once my complaint is on the page, I try to counter it with seeing things from a different perspective, solving the problem when possible, or acceptance. Then, I switch courses and write about something good, and I sign off with the symbol of gratitude.
I also try my best to live in gratitude.
For example: I was very excited about the total solar eclipse that happened right in my own backyard. I lived in gratitude with the the anticipation. The anticipation was a fun and important part of the big event. The total eclipse itself lasted only about 3 1/2 minutes. There was so much more to be grateful for! The weeks, and months, and even years leading up to it. The fact that it was coming! It was going to happen! I was grateful for that too. Don't forget to be grateful for the experience of looking forward to something.
Lastly, our family moment of gratitude:
Thursday, April 18, 2024
Tilly - Child Portrait in Oils
Here's the first progress photo I took. This is acrylic.
Tuesday, April 2, 2024
The First Pearl - by Tracy Onoz
Long, long ago, in the shallows of a vast ocean, a beam of light slipped in through the crack of an oyster’s shell, and tickled his eyelashes. He awoke with a start, and giggled.
The little oyster peered up through the dark water, to a beautiful face floating among the stars.
He called to the old oyster beside him. “Hey! Have you seen the moon tonight?”
“I see her every night,” grumped his neighbor.
“But tonight she’s completely round! Isn’t she beautiful?”
“Go back to sleep!”
The little oyster was too excited to sleep. He called to his friend the seahorse.
“Hey! Isn’t the moon beautiful tonight?”
“Sure. I guess so,” said the seahorse.
“She does so much for us. I want to do something nice for her. I want to be her friend.”
The seahorse scoffed. “She travels the world, and can be friends with anyone. Why would she want to be friends with an oyster?”
The little oyster pulled his shell closed. THUNK! What was wrong with oysters?
As he sat inside, wondering what to do, he picked off a grain of sand that had been irritating the sensitive folds of his skin. He wrapped it in some of the lining from the inside of his shell. It looked just like a teensy moon! That gave him an idea.
“Hey!” he shouted to his neighbor again. ”Look at this!”
“What is it now?”
“I’ve made a gift for the moon!”
“A grain of sand?”
“More than that. I wrapped it in the lining from my shell, and it looks just like her!”
“Hmmph!" grouched his neighbor. "Why would she want something so small and worthless?”
The little oyster again shut his shell. SLAM!
Months passed as he worked to make his gift bigger and bigger. In the meantime, he continued to watch the moon. She was always changing. Some nights she was so thin she disappeared completely. Other nights she was round and lit up the whole sky.
Though she was busy pulling the great ocean waters in and out from the shore, she never
failed to notice him. Sometimes she would even play peek-a-boo with him among the
clouds.
After three years the gift had reached a size that the oyster was happy with. He was ready
to present it to her and waited for the seahorse to swim by.
“Hey!” he called, “I need someone to take this to the moon!”
The seahorse swam closer and gasped. “It’s beautiful! But I cannot swim to the moon.”
Hmmmm. The little oyster hadn’t thought of that.
“But . . . maybe I can give it to a sea star to place on the shore. It will glow against the dark
sand tonight and I’m sure she’ll notice it.”
“Oh! Thank you!” said the oyster.
He handed the beautiful pearl over to the seahorse and pulled his shell closed. Click.
That evening a beam of light slipped in through the crack of his shell and tickled his
eyelashes. He heard a knock. He opened his shell to find the seahorse and the sea star
waiting impatiently outside.
“The moon is weeping and she wants to speak to you!” they exclaimed.
Had he somehow offended her?
The sea star picked him gently up in two of his arms and the three of them rose to the
surface.
Air washed over them as they broke the surface and looked up at the moon through her
tears.
She spoke. “My dear little friend, no one has ever given me a gift before.”
“Do you hate it?” asked the oyster.
“Of course not. These are happy tears. I wanted to thank you.”
The moon had called him her friend. A giant bubble of happiness rose in his heart. He was
just a tiny creature in a vast ocean, but he had done something very big.
To this day, oysters pay tribute to the moon by making beautiful pearls. If you’re outside
some night and feel raindrops, though the moon shines bright, make a wish. That is the
moon sharing her happiness with you.





























